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- I used to think I was chasing success.
I used to think I was chasing success.
Turns out, I was chasing peace.
Built the brands.
Made the money.
Traveled, pushed myself, won the battles most people never even fight.
But the higher I climbed, the more I started to feel it:
That nagging hollowness.
Like I had everything… except myself.
I tried to fix it by dialing in my habits.
Optimizing my sleep.
Lifting heavier.
Eating cleaner.
Breathwork (love it). Fasting (awesome). Biohacking (still do). All of it.
And it all works to a certain point…
But it doesn’t complete the puzzle.
I had one of those moments where I was like…
“Why do I still feel off?”
That’s when I stopped looking outward.
And started listening.
Not to the noise.
But to something underneath it all.
I realized I wasn’t fully connected to my heart, and thats because i was avoiding feeling what i actually needed to feel… covered up by pride, ambition, everything lol.
I’ve been down every spiritual path and too many rabbit holes to count…
Born Jewish (relaxed), Christianity (in a religious sense, not relationship), Buddhism, Hinduism, Islam, Atheism, Agnosticism, Gnosticism, Shamanism, Plant Medicine, Mentalism, Hermeticism, and every other ‘ism you can think of (minus satanism, zero appeal, although i’ve learned how that fella shows up as everything you could ever want…)
They all have great tools, but i didn’t know who owned the shed that all of them lived under.
What I found wasn’t a morning routine.
Wasn’t just another mindset hack or idea.
It was God, as Jesus.
Not the religious version people argue about.
But someone real, not limited by human interpretation.
Quiet. Steady. Unshakeable.
But extremely real and relatable. The real OG.
And the more I leaned in,
the more I realized…
That’s what I’d been chasing all along.
Not just clarity.
Not just success.
But connection.
Truth.
Presence.
A relationship with God.
And now?
I’m still building.
Still leading.
Still pushing.
But it’s different.
It’s not from as much pressure anymore (of course i am still learning and releasing).
It’s more from seeking alignment with God and what He wants me to do.
That’s what I’m here to share.
Not perfection. Not answers.
Just real moments. Real clarity.
Because i’ve been that self reliant psycho entrepreneur who thought everything was in my control.
I was wrong.
And i hope to help you see the Truth as well.
You’re exactly where you need to be.
— Mase